O: Tis been a while (:

Alright..


SO. Much has happened in the past few daysss :



April 19;; Nick and I broke up.
April 25;; started going out again..
April 26;; he moved to fu..reaking ALASKA .
April 27;; I find out he has a girlfriend in alaska ALREADYY .

-Sometime in this stopped being a Jonas Fan.
-Started liking emo people O:
-Got a new stalker (:



Today; I get BLOCKED for telling emily that I wish he'd do something to get in a hospital again (:
Lmfao .

In the past what .. week? I've given up on the Jonas Brothers ...



--insert really long dramatic pause--

ANYWHOOOOOO.




Emily found out she's nicks cousin O:



HAHAHAHA SHE DATED HER COUSIN O:



That's just sickk.


..No one likes Miley Cyrus .. she should just like go die in a hole, and bring alot of people with her like.. Camilla and Selena and other people that aren't cool (:



By the way ...





MUAHAHAHAHA .



I need to edit things O:



MY FRIEND SAID SHE LIKES MILEY O:



Kill her? Lmfao .





O: Zachary thinks imma changing!





Part of Convo with Zach:

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
*dude

*i fell in love with emo people last night

*i was like WHOA

- . ZACHARY says:
*you're changing to much

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
*how ?

*i'm changing?

*wtfff.

- . ZACHARY says :
*DON'T ASK ME HOW. just believe me.

Part of Convo With Haomei:

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
*:O ZACH SAYS IM CHANGING TOO MUCH .

Haomei - says :
*awww

*like,how?

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :

*i dont know

*i told him i fell in love with emo boys last night and thats what he said

Haomei - says :

what would be the reason why Zoozlie told you that.?

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :

Idk :/

Haomei - says :
- . ZACHARY says :

cuz she's acting different.

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
*HOW THE HECK.

Haomei - Says:
- . ZACHARY says:

she just is.

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :

*No im not .

*different from when?

Haomei - says:
- . ZACHARY says:

*SHE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE JB ANYMORE.

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :

*AND ? WTFFF. JUST CAUSE JB ?

Haomei - says:

*he said "no.that's part of it."

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
what else then ...

Haomei - says:

*uhmm

- . ZACHARY says:

the whole boyfriend thing. then the emo people thing.

- . ZACHARY has been added to the conversation.

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
*Oh Hello Zachariah.

*Now.

*what boyfriend thing .?

Haomei - says:

Zach

- . ZACHARY says:
*YOU KNOW. with Nick and such

- M i c h a e l a (: ♥ мι¢кумι¢ку MJ! says :
what about it ....how is that 'changing' ?

- . ZACHARY says:
NEVERMIND . JUST FORGET I SAID ANYTHING .

:O Do you think i'vva changed? :

DOUBLE YOUH.
TEE.
EFF.

O:


My suicide song is on (:


AND i've gots to gooo, so Uhhhm TTYL.

-Mickyayla♥

MUAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJAJAAJAJAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJAJA


Immmmma an evil spanish person =D


Tooooooooooday I talked to nicknackk for the first time in a few dayss :)

OHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GOODNESSSS I GOT BIT BY AN UGLY DOG :O

And i have a hacker. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Meanie face >:

it hacked mah msn:(

Soooo tooday me and amanda and emily got into a huge argument and they ignored me for half the dayyy >.>

Bahahahaha. ITSSS A 5 AM :O

OH MY GOSH!

>.>
Uhhhh
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY xD

Ummm
dude

Theres this girl
in the hospital that likes flirting with nick :O

Dude my phone broke..and i had to get a used one...a cool used one..just for like a few days though....
Itsss major confusing.

Duuuuuuuuudee today we had to go to the auditorium to set up for church tomorrow cause were not having church where we usually have it cause of some wedding >:

we were there from like 9:45 pm to ike 12:30 am.
Eli, Carl, Trey, Bliss, Landon, me, and my mom were there. Eli and I were playing on the carts xD

I have to get all the pictures taken at convention O.o

hmmmmmmm i have church tomorrow.
:O I HAVE TO WORK NURSERY

I would show you something sexy but NOOO this isnt msn >:

Eric doesnt know what msn is. SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :]

Amanda and ryan are dating now. I HEAR SOMETHING.

I guess i recently bought a life from Mariah. IMMMMMMMMMMMA NINJA :)

Do i have to pay? >.>
LMFAO fine >:

hmmm im gonna get off the computer cause i dont wannt someone to walk in and yell at me :P

Soooooo Gooooooooooood-
Morninggggggggggg everyone <33

Urghh >:|

Umm, hey.

This week's been all..blech, for me.

Well, On Easter, Nick got himself hurt...
I won't say how, but let's just say he's got a few broken things...
Ummm, yeah..

And Emily left yesterday for New Orleans; for God knows how long. I'm pretty much ALONE.

and IMMA SICK :(

Stupid! I hate being sick; especially this week;;



Oh my goodness.

Im getting more boring; arent I?

I am.



Urghh I feel so out of the loop with life for some reason..

:O I HAVE NO LIFE


Ive got likee. 3 friends.

Thats not cool.
Wanna give me a life?




You should.

Imma gonna go now.


>:
Have a nice day.

Convention; Blondeage; Retarded in Dairy Queen; William the Hot red Hat Guy;; Happy Easter:)

Alright; I havent posted very much lately. On Friday at about 8am we went to convention in Alexandria and got back yesterday at about 4:30.
Honestly, It was pretty awesome.

--The Bus Ride

;About 3 hours. I was close to the front, taylor and dillon and them were in the back.

Ahh, it was great. Aly was close to me, and everyone joined in our conversation about her baby's name. Kyle thinks it should be Kyle; dillon thinks it should be dylan; Melanie wants it to be melanie; and yeah... Kyle also wants to be the Godfather. Someone threw out the name 'Fore' and that would mean the name is 'Fore Head'.

We talked about some hilarious things and i dont remember all of them, sadly.

Dillon put his hair in a pony tail; with a headband. MY pony tail holder. MINE.
One of the adults, Ronnie, was really funny. He and Kyle started rapping together, and later, he was playing with a Mcdonalds Toy..lmfao.

Alec was screaming at me like the whole time, haha.

Dude, when we arrived, we like almost ran over everyone, so, we made quite an enterance :)



--At Convention

Once we arrived; we went to service, from about 1:30-4:30. Wee got to do what we chose from 5-6:45. We took our showers; then went to dillon and talked, then talked to kristina and Sarah. Then left.

Service from 7:00-11:00. We then had a choice to go to Dairy Queen or Sonic. About everyone went to sonic, i went to Dairy Queen with Dana, Mariah, Taylor, Brittany, Samantha, Kristina, Sarah, and Daniel.

Oh my gosh. Dairy Queen was AWESOME. I got french fries. Lmfao.
We met like THE dumbest blonde in the line. Her name was Summer. She asks what church we go to. We say 'The Crossing Place' She asks 'Wheres that?' We reply with 'Morgan city' And shes like staring at us confused and shes like "uh nevermind..." then mariah asks where shes from and she tells us, then she says she doesnt know where the Gulf of Mexico is. Lmfao. So thennn Samantha, Mariah, and Brittany try to tell her. Shes still confused so we just forget about it.
Samantha then tries to convince her that shes friends with Miley Cyrus...LMFAO it worked.

Summer then sat down, and about 3 of us followed her and talked to her and her 4 friends.
One of those friends happened to have a very nice red hat on.

Then Samantha HAS to bring me away from the table and whisper in my ear, 'he was so hitting on you. I know it. He was hitting on you. the guy in the red hat.' and im like 'uh.. no he wasnt.'

dude. Red hat guy. Was hot.

And thenn i walk back over with them. They tell us their names; I didnt remember them.

So now they have to leave. I walk to Kristina's table. MELANIE WANTS THE GUY THATS WORKINGS NUMBER. Lmfao, Samantha and Kristina ask him. He gives it to her.
We walk back to the bus with everyone and drive to the hotel.

We walk in the room; and I call emily.THEN, she almost tells Samantha and Dana that me and Nick are dating.
It was close O.o

I then talk about Red hat Guy's red hat and how much i want it constantly.



--The Next Day; Walking into the convention center

I was looking for 'Red Hat Guy' and his group Everywhere.

We walk in a row and im looking up for him, and I look in the row behind us. I was like SUPER SHOCKED. I stood, pointed at Red Hat Guy, and Yelled "RED HAT GUY!".

He looked at me strangely. I sit back down, and he looks at me.

I ask Summer and His sister what his name is.
She tells me 'William, Why?' and im like 'oh, nothing' and she just asks,'You like him?'
I say no.

Guy starts preaching, so i turn around.
Samantha decides to tell Sarah and Kristina, 'Oh my gosh, some guy hit on Michaela and all she cares about is is hat.'
So i just keep looking ahead.

Later in the service, Kristina asks me 'you like him?' and im like 'Noo.' and shes like "Oh. Well, he likes you. Alot.' so i just turn around and ignore her.

After service, we left. and He wasnt there:(

We had a fun bus ride back. But I dont feel like typing every funny detail and bboring you to death.

I miss William and his cool hat.

I like. SEARCHED HIM. on Myspace.

Im a stalker; But i still miss him.

..and might never see/talk to him again.

It's rather depressing.



---------
ANYWHOO.


Happeh Easter =D

Have a nice one?

I didd.
We went to my Nanny's, and ate. Then, My cousin, Melissa's boyfriend, Matt, came over.

We left at likee, 4:30.

Imm bored. I think imma go watch tv.

Peaceeee xD

Tired.

Oh hai der;]

I WATCHED.
TWILIGHT. ON WEDNESDAY.


Kill. Me. Now. I.

>.>
Liked. It.


I think Im just gonna go like die in a hole.

Yeahh so ANYWAYY

Well.
Today Nick told me he didnt want to talk to me anymore.
I asked why and he said 'Its just complicated'.
and then i go ask Emily; and shes like 'Michaela he promised himself he wouldnt talk to you because he doesnt want anything to happen to you like everyone else he loves in his life'
HE THINKS IM GONNA DIE.

I shall be cautious.

Sooo eh wwhats up with you guys?

My friend gotss an msn virus.

hahaha SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRR.
Mariah drove us home last night. AGAIN.
dude O.o

My friend Tyler. He texts me on wednesday and Imm like 'Hey whats up?' and hes like 'I ran over a cat because I was texting you.' and im like 'No you didnt. this is a joke' and he goes 'Im not kidding. It was orange and White and it was a KITTEN.' and I was like 'No. It wasnt.'

lmfao. hes like 'DANG. Youre good at this.'


Mariah sang 'Unwritten' HORRIBLY last night in the car. It was torture. She got slapped while she was eating a cupcake while driving. SMART ONE.

hm. I wanna adress the Hannah Montana Premiere thingy. <--THAT SENTENCE SOUNDS SMART.

ANYWAY. The Jonas Brothers weren't there. Thank God. xD

OHMYGOSH.
NICK AND MILEY CANNOT DO THE DUET.
NO. THEY CANT. NEVER.

But they are:(

Poor Pooooor Nicholas.
CoughSniffleSneezeCoughCough.
Bahaha.


WELLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I must go noww to bed. Darnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

GOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT [slightly unimportant people of my life]

:O
THATS WHAT NICK CALLED ME TODAY.
WITHOUT THE SLIGHTLY PART.

:

ANYWAYYY

Goodnight <3

[...]

HELLO:)

HOLA.
HAI.

ANYWAYYY.
Im cold;
right now.


I have to read a book :[

but im not gonna :)

Cause its not one of those awesome nonboring fun absolutely addicting books..
Its one of those boring nonexciting dropdead noninteresting stupid ugly stinky books.

All of my twilight loving friends of mine have been ganging up on me trying to get me to watch; and like twilight. SO today I plan on watching the horrible movie on youtube. I hopefully won't like it.

ANYWHOOOO.

Friday im going to jennas for her birthday party and theres gonna be like a bunch of people i dont know. lmfaoo.
Yesterday I was talked to about twilight. Emily kept on repeating on msn,'He wants to bite her. I know he does. He wants to bite her. but she doesnt care. so its okay. HE WANTS TO BITE HER. HE KNOWS HE DOES. BUT SHE DOESNT CARE. HE WANTS TO BITE HER. I KNOW IT. HE WANTS TO BITE HER.' and im like oh SHUT THE FREAKING JUICE BOXES UP and she keeps on saaying it. I wanted to kill her.
>.<

Yaaaaaay. I didnt go to Michael's 13th birthday party. xD

I was...
>.>
<.<
BUSY.
Watching...
TV.

and. yeah.



Yesterday wasnt a very cool day for Nick.

Nick lost his family this week, and was almost sent to a foster home. It was a sad thing.
We talked for about 10 minutes..
Then he left; and 15 minutes later he came back and told me he was staying with his neighbors. He was... Excited and spinning in chairs and stuff.. it was kinda strange; but okay.
After that, his neighbor made him go to bed because of testing...

I remind him of a best friend who commited suicide a few weeks ago. It's a sad thing. He told emily that's why we fight so much.

So yeahh. He still doesnt know I know about the deaths in his life.

Well; I have to go.
Pceee.